Girl Of Time

“Dear Kim Myungsoo, I don't know what made me write this because I know you probably won't read it. I mean, you get hundreds, maybe thousands of these everyday. That's just how amazing you are. But I guess it's that little hope that makes me write. This will probably just add to the pile of love letters you get daily. I'm no different, I'm just a fan.

You don't remember me right? I don't expect you to. You have so many fans that adore you just as much as I do. I don't expect you to write back either since I won't be putting an address on here. I'll be lucky enough if you open it and not even read it since I wrote this in English. Why? Because a part of me hopes you won't read it and know about this fantasy of mine.

Is it possible to fall in love with someone behind a television screen? You must be laughing right now. How can a normal fan be this deeply in love with an idol? You don't even know me, my name, what I look like, or my hobbies. But that's okay. Cause I know you.

If I had to list the reasons why I love you, it could go on for miles.

The way your lips curl into that rare, but perfect smile.

The way you stare blankly out a window when others are talking.

The way your tongue slowly becomes visible when your concentrated to impress us.

The way you know how to get serious when you need to.

The way your fingers strum that guitar so delicately like you're scared you're going to break it.

The way you stare at us with those eyes of yours, causing me to get lost in them.

The way you sing so beautifully even though you're a visual.

The way you get on that stage and be....well, perfect.

Do you even know how talented you are at singing and dancing?

I swoon at every note, move, and turn.

Your laugh makes my heart melt a little every time I hear it.

Even if I hear your name, a smile creeps to my face. You have that affect on me.

Everything about you, your voice, face, hair, body, it makes me fall for you more and more.

But I know you will only be in my dreams, since I'm just a fan. Just another face in the crowd of people that love you.

Continue what you do, because if you leave, I don't know what I'd do with myself.

Am I pathetic for loving someone like you?

I don't know.

But all I know is that with every breath you take, it makes me fall deeper.

And that is just another reason on my long list of things that makes me love you.

Love, Just Another Fangirl.

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