Girl Of Time

Okay, this is like the last blog post that I'll post when I'm in tawau
I'm just going to sarawak for further studies
But seriously, I think time is passing way too fast.
Everything happened at the same time and BAM, it's already August
4 more months until 2015, wtf?
What did I did for this entire 8 months actually
3 months for plkn, 3 months I did literally nothing at home, and blablabla
Now it's the time to study again? I am so not ready lor???
But what to do if I don't study, whats my future gonna be??
I have mixed feelings right now, but 80% of it are sad, i think
I know I'll have homesick over there, for SURE
and I'll miss my family, mommy, daddy, grandpa, bro
I'll miss my bffs, annie, mel, felix
I'll miss my home, bed, HD tv with on demand
I'll miss tawau, taste 2??(((omg)))
I don't know how my life will be over there, I tried to imagine, but I kept on thinking about negative stuffs lol
I finally realise that, ah i'm gonna be independent now
not some berdikari shit during plkn, its really all about myself right now
I have to cook for myself, I have to go to school by myself, I have to do my laundry myself
I have to pay for everything myself, I have to deal with all the shits myself
Yeah... and the new friends. I don't really think I'm very sociable unless someone approaches me first
and I have to beware of bad(??) peoples because it's not like tawau, someone we all knew since young, or yeah it's just different ok
The only good thing I found about going to miri is meeting cyy tbh
just thanks god for her to be at the same place with me
At least I'm not that lonely ha-ha-ha
it's almost 12pm now, 3 more hours to my flight
Goodbye guys. I'll be back on holidays and please take good care of yourself.
Remember the always-crazy-vanessa ok?
Call me when you miss me larrrr, skype also can hhahaha
Till next time,
love you all.

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